Captain's Log #22

11/12/17


“But there aren’t any pictures!”

I was one of those kids in junior high who walked to school reading a book, probably a Ray Bradbury or Robert A. Heinlein. I volunteered to work in the school library, better to discover new adventures. The librarian invited me and a couple other kids to attend a book fair! A whole auditorium filled with people talking about books! I don’t remember the featured speaker but the subject was to encourage young people to write and tell stories.

In 5th grade my teacher displayed a couple of 8 by 10’s of different scenes and invited us to compose. Something attracted me to the mixed evergreen forest. The Creative Source grabbed me by the arm and dragged me into the forest. It was like hearing voices in my head, scary. The theme was some convoluted, emotional story about a half-wild, vengeful girlchild. I certainly wasn’t going to share that with the teacher. After struggling to get some control, the story had a mind of its own, I gave up and got another zero in the grade book.

Ah, the Bookmobile… A musty truck full of books delivering fantasies to children: Dorothy and the Wizard of Oz, Alice's Adventures in Wonderland, Beatrice Potter’s little gems: my best friends.

Somewhere along the line I lost track of books and reading. High school, Les Miserable for crying out loud. Reading as… punishment.

For years my Auntie Ed gifted us a subscription to National Geographic and I luxuriated in images of tropical birds in jungles, elephants, lions on the savanna, early man, sunken bronze-age ships, dinosaurs. I never ever read the articles or captions. Only when I saw my 4-year old son struggling to read a caption I figured maybe I should except his challenge.

My former husband, Dave, subscribed to the New Yorker magazine - slim and slick bursting with tiny serif-font. “How can you read that? There aren’t any pictures!” I’d flip through and read the comics, and try to make sense of the little images in the middle of the page, the ones that break up the sea of text. The art work is inspiring, but all that a text is intimidating.  Now I subscribe. With each new issue first I flip to the table of contents, at the bottom is the title of the cover artwork, always a tasty explosion of joy.

In other news, it’s been one month since the fire. It feels like a week. I seem to have lost the month of October. Today we’re having a ‘female rain,’ in the Navajo culture a gentle rain with a soothing effect. “It is said by wise ones that if you have no respect for the rain, and your thoughts and words are bad while it rains, the sacred forces will punish you.”  Only good thoughts here. I’ve learned a little about ash, black, the good kind, indicates the fire was low intensity and cleared out the grass and understory plants, and white, from a hot, destructive fire. Where I work I can see the edge of where the fire stopped: lush and green here, black and toasted there. During the week of the fire everyone said “Stay safe” now I’m hearing “Fire is a natural part of this ecosystem.” I guess that’s an attempt at resilience. Jose Altamira, the founder of the local mission, complained that he saw Indians set fires in Sonoma Valley in late June and July which annoyed him because the horses he and his entourage were riding needed that grass. Early explorers described this area as park-like: large oaks in lush, grassy plains with enormous herds of elk, antelope and deer - because of annual Indian-set fires.

Spent a delightful day in Point Reyes Station with Brian at the Fibershed Symposium yesterday. The best part was Evan Wiig’s Soil Your Undies video, as a way to measure the health of the microorganisms in your soil. I couldn’t find his video but here is The Soil Conservation Council of Canada’s https://youtu.be/wmEvNuYqWmA  It’s a hilarious, somewhat embarrassing concept to introduce people to soil science and soil health. Humor teaching…

Thanks for hanging in there with me J

Many blessings,
Karla, mom & k.j.

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